Hello my name is Ally I'm 20 years old and I honestly thought life was going to be a fairy tale. Take this Blog for proof. I made this over a year ago, named it goodness follows, and yes thats when I was leaving for 5 months on an amazing trip that everyone supported me on including my boyfriend- now ex when my life was a fairy tail. But now someone shot my wing…
I always saw in movies that tragedy happens, but who thinks that could be me? what? Heart break can happen to me?
I as many others that are my bright eyed bushy tailed acquaintances would hope to think so too. A friend said to me a couple weeks ago that as young as we actually are and how old as we feel we need to be naive about things in life. Other wise I feel the world we live in would scare us too much. The things that COULD happen and the things WILL happen to us are very different, but it matters what situations you put yourself in. But I'm always a bit of an over thinker so it feels good to say not to think about something.
Like you get a choice of going to the park and possibly getting mugged, but while at that park you may meet the person of your dreams that holding a leash with your dog of your dreams attached to it. So, tell me are you going to go to that park? Or neither could happen which is more probable, but I just have to wonder "what if". One of my friends, every time he went out to the bar he said "I'm going to meet my wife tonight", the chances of that are slim, but right now he is actually madly in love with a girl he met at that bar. So, what if? Take life as it comes and yes you will get hurt.
I would always get a tummy ache when I was around you more than ever i did alone. Its either A.) because you made me laugh too much or B.) because with you I left myself feel everything and be more in tuned with my body that I actually let myself be okay with feeling everything instead of oppressing it.
Pain gives us empathy which I need a lot of as a Social Worker. Hurt is going to make me understand hurt more then I see it in my patients eyes and love, well right now that doesn't exsist.
